Happily Content

I am so happily content right now, in this very moment, in this very space in time. Contentment is such a wonderful affair, within it all my desires are fulfilled and sustained because I am content. My weekend has taken me to another level in time and space, I opened myself up to receive and was richly blessed. The conversation was phenomenal, the laughter was infectious, the kiss was soothing and the touch was like medicine to my soul. She was and is my dream personified! She, this woman miles and states away even before I saw her in the flesh had touched my heart, but spending time with her and experiencing new things, she pierced my soul and has left a lasting impression. I am so thankful that our paths finally crossed, knowing that it wasn't by chance or happenstance but it was indeed the right time and right place. What I felt and experienced was unlike anything I've ever experienced with another, all these years of holding back a part of myself, never knowing what it would be like to open up the dungeon that held my innermost feelings and the pleasures that most women experience. I now realize why I couldn't open the dungeon, because I didn't have the keys, all the other suitors didn't have the key, some tried to make a duplicate, but only the master key would work. What some would call cold, icy, mean, insouciant (OK, well none of the folk I know but myself would actually use that word, but they called me "nonchalant"), simply not caring for others feelings, but she calls me many other things because she has connected with my heart, frolicked with my mind and touched my soul and used that key and released another part of me.

When I think of her mind, this is what flows from my heart..........

Her mind is stimulating, captivating, sensual, sexual, playful and precise,

Refined, educated, elevated, aloof and reclusive at times,

baby I love your mind, I love your mind.

Militant, aware, cautious, precocious, unaffected,

helpful, hopeful, strong and resilient.

Nostalgic, wistful, pensive, debonair and at peace,

black power strong, black power all day long,

educating, relegating, always dropping knowledge.

Addictive, wholesome and true,

baby I love your mind, I love your mind!

What an awesome foundation to a last friendship and an incredible love affair! I can't wait to hear that Boston accent sprinkled with that New Jersey flair and that gorgeous smile as it mix and mingles in my inner ear and canals traveling to my brain....................you give such good eargasms!

Thank you guys for indulging me, I just had to get it out. I am soooooo freaking happy.............happily content!

As always, it is in love, laughter, living and learning that I share my ramblings, frustrations and happy times.

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