Well, here I am early Christmas morning, cooking, baking, facebooking and drinking! I hadn't a clue as to what I'm blogging about nor do I have a title, but hey I'm not worried, I learned a long time ago not to sweat the small stuff! So, i'm back 2 days later and I now have something to talk about, lol.

It has always been a desire of mine to move to another city and start over again. But every darn time, that old pesky love got in the way! Gosh!!! See, while I believe you can have a successful LDR, most others don't and they are generally very verbal about this fact. Well, here we go again, I feel that old familiar tugging at my soul, spirit and heart to strike out and go be.........somewhere else. You know, people do it all the time, they just gather up their belongings and get. Sounds great, but I'm a planner for certain things, if it were just a vacation I wouldn't have to have a plan, but we're talking about my possible entire life, gotta be more responsible. So, I've been researching jobs and living expenses, etc, because I'm too old, ok strike that, never too old, I have a kid that's depending on me to make things right and somewhat comfortable. *Notice I didn't say "easy", I believe not everything should be easy for children, it doesn't prepare them for real life if everything has been easy in life for them.

I've learned how to adapt to any situation, I think thats a really good skill to master. I wasn't always like that, I loathed change of any kind, but I had to force myself to deal with change, because if I didnt it would stunt my growth and I could miss out on a lot of really cool things being paralzyed by fear and anxiety.

Written December 25, 2010, no title, perhaps I was tired and a wee bit tipsy.